Lyrics
Yeah
My moment is coming, I feel it close
Never switched up, dog, I’m still with those
People I started with, is you retarded, bitch?
This is hard work, this ain’t miracles
I am what you ain’t
This year so many tears fell down my face
Even when God put too much on my plate
I put my head down and I say my grace
Lost my pops and girl in the same year
Somehow the vision remain clear
Death is just something I can’t fear
Death is just something I can’t fear, nah
One day I know we gon’ meet again
Pops saving me a seat right next to him
Last name on my back, I’ma rep for him
Can’t, can’t let the devil in, nah, uh
Losing the meaning of life, that shit scaring me
Dog, I just checked into therapy
Recently when I look inside the mirror don’t like the reflection that stare at me
This is my moment of clarity
Yeah
You got me venting
I really fucked with you, I was invested
I got so many good traits that I’m blessed with
But I got flaws and they need addressing
OCPD, I am obsessive
I kept it real with you, girl, I’m possessive
That’s why I ain’t want you to be friends with
None of the **** that you used to mess with
Check, there’s a difference between jealous
And being flat out, straight disrespected
Posted a picture with him and I lost it
Honestly, girl, I am exhausted
I don’t want to do this no more
Go through it no more
Too much pride to feel foolish, oh no
It is what it is and I said what I said
This year I swear I been pushed to the edge like, uh
Dog, I just checked into therapy
Recently when I look inside the mirror don’t like the reflection that stare at me
This is my moment of clarity
Yeah
This is my moment of clarity
Written by: Kevin Cruz, MRG, Matthew R. Guzman, Narrow Beatz, Sean Aaron Williams