My Medication

I push you away until you beg me to stay Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me Fucked in the head from all the things that we did But I will never forget I need you, my medication Have you ever had enough of it Straight over it, sick of it, can't get ahold of it Like a drug I need another fix I'm a moth to a flame and I'll burn for the hell of it Battle scar 'cause I lost the fight Every time I take a breath it's like I'm losing my life Fuck it, why am I so dysfunctional? So irrational? I don't know what to do So I push you away until you beg me to stay Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me intoxicated Fucked in the head from all the things that we did But I will never forget I need you, my medication Are you living with the enemy? Are you affected by the devils that are tryna be a friend of me? I'm in a place that I don't wanna be But if I find a way to turn it all around would you follow me? I'm alive but I lost the fight It's like the better half of me is on the edge of the knife Cut it Why am I so emotional? Uncontrollable? I don't know what to do So I push you away until you beg me to stay Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me intoxicated Fucked in the head from all the things that we did But I will never forget I need you, my medication I push you away until you beg me to stay Just for the thrill of the chase, you got me Fucked in the head from all the things that we did But I will never forget I need you, my medication My medication