Real Life

Oh, I had these feelings set on timer, baby

So I don't have to be out here about it

No doubt it

Might seem like I'm still deciding but no

And that won't even suffice me, baby

Oh, just please, keep trying

I'm wildin', not childish

I promise my love's the best deposit

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I was lobbying the time we spent

Played it down

Powered forward

Compared it to back then, ow

I was waiting to see what my body says

Could you be a more degree

Of my climate? No

I decided to realize

This real life? It's real life

I gotta do something

Not nothing

If not, I'm gonna stay burnt

I gotta be clearer now

Gotta be, gotta be

Doesn't seem big to tell you what big is

Compliment fishing

Compliment fishing

And so, I said, "Don't look sad"

I'll loop and come get you

Run loops around your sun

Oh, that just slipped out

Well, you know, I was not meant to fit in, oh no

I had these feelings are on timer, baby

So I don't have to be out here about it

No doubt it

Might seem like I'm still deciding but no

And that won't even suffice me, baby

Oh, just please keep trying

I'm wildin', not childish

I promise my love's the best deposit

It's always "Ama, where have you been?"

Well, there's no point in asking me now

'Cause I'm not gonna be there

That shit came, already broke me down

What the fuck have I been dealt here?

I told God, He can take it back

Don't wanna be the strong one this year

Rough side of the mountain

Nah, fuck that

I plan on leading

I plan on leading

Myself on to greener pastures

Planned on us meeting

Will you be there

Be on those pastures with you

At last? 'Cause I'm pretty sure that we both know

If not yet, then I plan to

It becomes a situation if not

Becomes a situation if not

And only one of us here is acting tough

Only one of us here is tough

So

Forget that, I'll get back

Forgive myself for my reactions

If you hurt, I respect that

But I still stand by all my actions.