Fraud (feat. Justin Nozuka)

Am I fraud?

I'm havin' these thoughts

I wonder if it's all my fault

This whole thing fell apart

I thought, I thought I'd never lose

There's damage that I can't undo

Like, is this really it?

I'm lost

Yeah, who am I if I'm not perfect?

Who am I if I can't save us?

Who am I if I wanted everyone to love me? Instead I got 'em sayin' they hate Russ

Who am I if Mom and Dad split? 'Cause I funded it

Who am I if I wanna be done with this?

Who am I if I need help? But I can't ask for it 'cause I'd feel like a fuckin' bitch

Who am I if I'm unsure?

Who am I if I have doubts?

Who am I if cancel this tour 'cause I need more time to figure this out?

Who am I if I feel less than?

Who am I if I'm not next? Damn

Who am I if I'm not God? Am I really no better than the next man?

Am I fraud?

I'm havin' these thoughts

I wonder if it's all my fault

This whole thing fell apart

I thought, I thought I'd never lose

There's damage that I can't undo

Like, is this really it?

I'm lost

Yeah, who am I if I'm not perfect?

Who am I if I admit I'm scared?

Who am I if I admit I get jealous? And I shouldn't, but I still look around and compare

Who am I if they don't accept me?

Who am I if I lose hope?

Who am I if they don't respect me? Who am I if I don't sell out every single show?

Who am I if I don't know how to cope

Without a bottle and a girl givin' throat?

Who am I if I write a self-help book and realize that I'm probably the one who needs it the most?

Who am I if I lose my fans?

Who am I if I lose my fam?

Who am I if bein' me isn't good enough? Who am I if I'm not who I think I am?

Am I fraud?

I'm havin' these thoughts

I wonder if it's all my fault

This whole thing fell apart

I thought, I thought I'd never lose

There's damage that I can't undo

Like, is this really it?

I'm lost