Novocaine

All the stories that I create

Inside my mind, it's never too quiet

Oh, I get so emotional

'Cause I can't take the world that surrounds me

It just drowns me

So, here I am just feeling down

Running after calming sounds

Now, all my thoughts are fleeing

So

This is what you get for being understimulated

I'm so done with feeling jaded

Now I can't touch the ground, when you're around me

Up in the clouds is where I will be

All the goddamn time

Why can't I follow what you say?

I'm losing track of time every day

No replay

I got no answers to myself

So many questions floating inside me

I can't fight me

So, here I am just feeling down

Running after calming sounds

Now, all my thoughts are fleeing

This is what you get for being understimulated

I'm so done with feeling jaded

Now I can't touch the ground, when you're around me

Up in the clouds is where I will be

All the goddamn time

Give me Novocaine, give me Novocaine

Give me Novocaine, give me Novocaine

Give me Novocaine, give me Novocaine

Give me Novocaine, give me Novocaine

My world is sinking

I'm overthinking

Under the surface

I've tried medicine to calm me down

I've tried medicine to bring me up

And, I've tried medicine to focus up

And, I've stopped medicine to come back down

Down

Understimulated

Done with feeling jaded