Hands Of Addiction

Come find me when you’re done

And we can laugh it off

Pretending what we got

Was everything we want

Seen the way we run

From feeling that we lost

Don’t know where we going

But there’s no getting back to us

The way that the trauma

Haunt the corners

Of my mind

I was gonna warn ya

But I wanted

You to try

I just wanted to be held so bad I bruise

In the hands of addiction

Give me the choice and I’ma choose abuse

To medicate what I’m missing

I just wanted to be held so bad I bruise

In the hands of addiction

Tried to refuse but know that it’s no use

Too late I can’t be forgiven

The taste upon my tongue

I savour till I’m drunk

My heart don’t know my lips

The way it know my blood

Wrapped around my thumb

Til it won’t come undone

I should’ve quit while it was fun

Now if I wanted to I can’t

Every step to

Freedom dreaming

I been heading home

Then I see my demons

Sweep in and lead me

Off the road

I just wanted to be held so bad I bruise

In the hands of addiction

Give me the choice and I’ma choose abuse

To medicate what I’m missing

I just wanted to be held so bad I bruise

In the hands of addiction

Tried to refuse but know that it’s no use

Too late I can’t be forgiven

All of the pain of what I’ve lost remains

Feel the light getting dimmer

Trying to fake speaking like a saint

While I pray like a sinner