poison

I, I'm holding my breath

Awaiting my death

And it feels so close to me

I, I'm full of regret

In over my head

And I've got no remedy

I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much

But I don't know a life where it isn't too much

And not enough

I'm in the water

Far from the surface

Fighting is useless

How can I do this?

It's getting harder

Finding a purpose

Inviting the voices

I'm my own poison

Lost, away from it all

Who's there to call

When I'm my own enemy?

I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much

But I don't know a life where it isn't too much

But still never enough

I'm in the water

Far from the surface

Fighting is useless

How can I do this?

It's getting harder

Finding a purpose

Inviting the voices

I'm my own poison

I'm in the water

Holding my own hand

But I know it's pointless

I'm my own poison