I Wish I Wasn't Me

Quiet please, can someone turn my head down Can't sleep, got the rhythm too loud I'm barely keeping breath inside my body Screaming to keep the darkness out But the monsters knock and I let them in Fear and doubt are my closest friends But let's give 'em show Bring out the marching band Hoping that no one can see When the curtains are closed I'm alone in an empty room Wishing that I wasn't me 'Cause sometimes I wish I wasn't me I wish I wasn't me Listen, a symphony of sadness Playing softly in the corners of my mind See, I'm building these walls of validation Too high for me to even climb But the monsters knock and I let them in 'Cause fear and doubt are my closest friends But let's give 'em show Bring out the marching band Hoping that no one can see When the curtains are closed I'm alone in an empty room Wishing that I wasn't me 'Cause sometimes I wish I wasn't me I wish I wasn't me