What If I Make It

I have no bigger enemy than me

I know it's so much worse than what you see

It's all-consuming

There's nothing you can say about my looks

That I've not said

Girl I wrote the book

Each page while bleeding

The truths I tell myself are almost soothing

They offer an excuse to stay in line

I pad myself with reasons I don't do things

My biggest fear is

What if they're all lies?

But what if I make it?

What if I make it?

What if I make it?

What if I make it alone?

My career is a fluke

I'm a mistake

I don't know what I'm doing

I'm a fake

I can't write music

The truths I tell myself are almost soothing

They offer an excuse to stay in line

I pad myself with reasons I don't do things

My biggest fear is

What if they're all lies?

But what if I make it?

What if I make it?

What if I make it?

What if I make it alone?

Last thing, love

I don't think that's for me

I don't come from a healthy family

You should keep moving

But what if we make it?

What if we make it?

What if we make it?

What if we make it my love?

What if we make it?

What if we make it?

What if we make it?

What if we make it my love?