Diversion

Paro

This situation got me paro

The way your mind is thinking narrow

Your tryna keep me in youre shadow, ahh, mmhmm

Got me tripping while I'm falling

Sweat until the morning

You're hand around my necklace

You fucking reckless

But I found my peace

In the chaos and no sleep

I know I need better

But pain is pleasure

And I been tryna tap out of this circus

Find some purpose

But this

Trauma got me leading myself on

Trauma got me with someone when I need to be alone

I look for something audacious

I know I need my own space but

I ain't never had patience

I don't really wan' face it

I just wanna relation

Get me high keep me spacing

When you get my heart racing

I forget I need saving, mmm

Treat you like I won the lotto

Spending even when the funds low

Overcompensating's all I know

Self hating make me do the most

I'm just tryna give you my world

You don't even get me flowers (warp vocal)

Stay because it's comfort in the hurt

But I know you just another diversion

'N' moonshyne got starry eyed

It numb the pain

Tryna to be different, bad choices keeping me the same

I'm just wanna keep my word

Circle back like clockwork

Stay because I'm used to being hurt

Oh I, I been tryna tap out of this circus

Find some purpose

But this

Trauma got me leading myself on

Trauma got me with someone when I need to be alone

I look for something audacious

Know I need my own space

I ain't never had patience

I don't really wan' face it

I just wanna relation

Get me high keep me spacing

When you get my heart racing

I forget I need saving