Catch 22

I'm picking up the pieces to a story that I'm gonna tell and

I can cannot do this by myself

I won't leave it to lie on the shelf

I won't leave it to get all dusty and

I cannot do this on my own

I know all too well about

Losing situations that have no way out

Like all the locked doors that you keep around and the

Coffin as you close it and put me deep in the ground

Words like waves

Crash down on me

Need time to think

But it's too late

I know all too well about

Losing situations that have no way out

I know all too well

That if I don't forgive myself

No one else will

I know too well by now that

If I can't forgive myself then no one else will

I wont keep letting myself down

If you wanna lay down in the dirt then

I'll watch from the clouds but

I won't keep letting myself down

I know all too well about losing situations that have no way out