Aint No Right Way To Feel

I lectured all about what it means to sleep

and all the promises she couldn't keep

We cried in separate rooms all wet with rain

and I stared into the soul of the shower drain

There's only so far down I can kneel

and there ain't no right way to feel

Every word she spoke, that I didn't hear

will be reincarnated as a tear

Every goodbye kiss I didn't feel

will be something to miss when it becomes real

I'll have nothing once I shake hands on this deal

and there ain't no right way to feel

I can't stand to look at the fear in her eyes

or hold the hand that shook me awake in the night

I don't want her blood on my hands

I just want the love we once had

There's another driver at the wheel

and there ain't no right way to feel