Drowning

You said

You can't change

But I'm so tired

Of the shit you washed my brain with once again

And I wonder why I even cared when you're alone

You said I'm too much for you to handle so

You said you're not willing to make changes for me

You conned

Every time

And like the waves

In the pavement

We lay together

Now I wonder why

I tried so hard

When you're away

Now I don't even know my name

You asked me why

Everything is black

It's your fault so fuck yourself