So Different

I like you

I like sex even though I know

I’m not the best in bed

I hate groups

Love my friends

It hurts when they ignore my texts

I know God,

I go to church

While my head still rings

From last night’s drinks and mess

I don’t like change

Or those girls

That keep a list of every ex

You’re so different, so far

from anyone I know

So Different, so far

from mistakes I made before

I’m not the best

at reading the room

pretty good

at playing the fool

Do my best tell the truth

never plan to hurt myself like I do

I’m going insane

More of the same

Always kill a good thing

Before it grows or blows up

in my face

We’re locked in

But I’m checked out

someone better step in

stop me second-guessing

like I do