cigarette

This day feels like the coldest nights

Seeing all those scary sights

Flashing right before my eyes

So I'm getting out of this town

I think I'm losing control

Stories I never told

I feel like I'm a leaky boat

A boat thats slowly going down

Oh, I'm so fucked up, smoking cigs1

You only care when I'm gone

Playing music, I'm vibing in the rain, I'm so alone

I can feel your fucking words and scary sights through my bones

One day you will see my name written on a piece of stone

Street lights shines like stars in the sky

I'll be with them when I die

I only want what is mine

Knife in my stomach, not butterflies

I runaway, blood on my face

I wanna die, fuck, it's not phase

And it's not days and it's not months

But it's been years since I'm just numb

Oh, I'm so fucked up, smoking cigs

You only care when I'm gone

Playing music, I'm vibing in the rain, I'm so alone

I can feel your fucking words and scary sights through my bones

One day you will see my name written on a piece of stone