This Is How It Feels

Sitting on the bleachers alone

Wondering where it went wrong

The ringing of bells and the sound of the tone

I haven't heard it in years

Walking in the rain past your home

Feet soaking wet, four missed calls on your phone

Light in the window of where I belong

But I see two shadows up there

So this is how it feels

To fall in love with you

To always think of you

To always dream of you

Yes, it hurts so much

To fall in love with

Sorry for leaving like that

You don't deserve to get caught in my mess

Loving you is just so difficult

I don't know how I should tell you that

I've fallen for somebody else

Happened so quickly I lost myself

A shadow of you drifts along by my window

Or did I imagine that?

So this is how it feels

To fall in love with you

To always think of you

To always dream of you

Yes, it hurts so much to fall in love with you

So if this is how it feels

Tell me if our love is real

There's some type of strange appeal

To the way it was so effortless, I

I cannot help it

This is how it feels

To fall in love with you

To always think of you

To always dream of you

Yes, it hurts so much to fall in love

With you