Lying to Myself

Caught me off guard when you called me up

Told me that you found someone else to f***

It was on my birthday a week ago

Happy birthday to me

Laying on the couch watching Parks & Rec

Drowning all the pain in a can of Becks

Trying not to feel sorry for myself

Why'd you do that to me

I wanted to forget you so bad that

I drank till I couldn’t feel the weight of my tongue

I shouted till I couldn't feel the air in my lungs

I wanted to regret you so bad I was

Sky diving high flying running away

Too scared to admit I was

Lying to myself

Lying to myself

Lying to my

Dancing on the edge of a heart attack

Any second now I'll go right back right back

To blaming it all on you somehow

Cuz I can't face the truth out loud

You're happier than ever

Singing your song

Laughing with another

Ha ha ha

I wanted to forget you so bad that

I drank till I couldn’t feel the weight of my tongue

I shouted till I couldn't feel the air in my lungs

I wanted to regret you so bad I was

Sky diving high flying running away

Too scared to admit I was

Lying to myself

Lying to myself

I was lying to my

Driving down your street

Hoping you don’t see

I'm not fooling me

I was lying to myself

(Driving down your street)

(Hoping you don’t see)

Lying to myself

(I'm not fooling me)

I was lying to myself

(Driving down your street)

(Hoping you don't see)

Lying to myself

(I'm not fooling me)

I was lying to my

Lying to my