So what
Say what you're thinking
Tell me
Have you been drinking again
In your room
On your own
In your bed
On your phone and
I know how hard it is
To swallow all the pain you've lived
As long as you can remember
It doesn't ever get better than this
There's no use convincing
A storm-battered ship to sail after sinking
Frigid thoughts shower faster and faster
I'll never last one more night in my head
I'm broken, I'm stupid
I'm selfish and here's how I'll prove it
I'm grateful, I mean it
I just can't keep on repeating mistakes
This time I'm walking away
The hours I've wasted
The love I have tasted
Tired and faceless
Forget what my name is in time
I'm so sure the best is behind
Why kid myself
I'm so far beyond help
So leave me to die
Fuck all your excuses
I'm gone 'cause the truth is
We suffer, recover
And stay for eachother
All that we've been through
Love hurts if it has to
If tears cannot reach you
I'll never forget you
