Take me as I am

Or leave me by the sea

I know I’m surely to get found

Even though the water is so deep

I know I’ll surely find my way

Somewhere in the waves

And somewhere in goodbyes

I’ll just watch it float away

What was you expecting?

Really, what was you expecting?

For a bitch to be begging?

Won’t catch me begging.

It’s time for you to learn a lesson

That I am not to be messed with

You must be dizzy in the head, man

Go fetch them bitches if you wanting you a yes-man

I’m not no yes-man

I’m gone hold you to the shit that you been reppin’

I’m a queen so put yo chest in

****, put yo chest in

Doggy world but I’m a veteran

I’m running shit without a treadmill

Toxic lover til the health spills

I lost a **** to some death pills

You take enough, yo body lay still

It’s RIP to the real and it’s forever fuck the fake

So shoutout to the real

The only ones who can relate, yeah

And only time can heal

What only hate could ever break

I used to pray to catch a break and now I’m often chilling by the lake with two fingers rolled, getting grounded

Just watching the clouds clouding

Seeing images of my child

Followed by images of your smile

I hate how easily I’m reminded of what has died over timing

Feeling feelings without trying

Wish I could switch them to autopilot…

Just like that

So,

Take me as I am

Or leave me by the sea

I know I’m surely to get found

Even though the water is so deep

I know I’ll surely find my way

Somewhere in the waves

And somewhere in goodbyes

I’ll just watch it float away