A Special Kind of Hell

My parents still ask about you

Like things could change

Kills me to see them miss you

Hate that I feel the same

You think you know somebody

Like you've known them all your life

I depended on ya to open up the blinds

Then you let me down like that

When the going got rough, you let my world go black

I wonder if it'd been different

Would you still have to leave?

Are you out there somewhere running

From all the problems you left for me?

It's a special kind of Hell

When you break up, break up with yourself

Your clothes are still in my closet

In case you ever want them back

Your picture's still on the freezer

And I watch movies that used to make you laugh

You think you know somebody

Like you've known them all your life

I depended on ya to open up the blinds

Then you let me down like that

When the going got rough you let my world go black

I wonder if it'd been different

Would you still have to leave?

Are you out there somewhere running

From all the problems you left for me? Oh

It's a special kind of Hell

When you break up, break up with yourself

It's not you, it's not me

I'm not who I used to be