Backwards Walking

Here I go again Telling you what's wrong It's like I need the risk Something to rely on I can't cut the noise There's traffic in my head I do this to myself Here I go again I'm just tryna keep the lid on tight Only put my best dress on the line God, I pray the neighbors can't read my mind Backwards walking 'til I run for my life For my life I'm still standing here Watching from the side lines I wish that I could live Instead, I just survive I'm just tryna keep the lid on tight Only put my best dress on the line God, I pray the neighbors can't read my mind Backwards walking 'til I run for my life For my life All the little pieces And the lights I found And all of these wonders Doesn't slow me down Everything I wanted But I'm losing out I'm just tryna keep the lid on tight Only put my best dress on the line God, I pray the neighbors can't read my mind Backwards walking 'til I run for my life For my life For my life