Honest

I've been laying

Wide awake

I have something

I have to say

I look at your face and

I'm ready to cave in

I know I've been waiting

And driving the blade in

There's no easy way to explain

Make it all go away

I am to blame

I never, I never

I never loved you, if we're honest, honest

I know this isn't what we promised, promised

Thought you could be the one I wanted

But you're so far, far

You're not like me

You're too good

Still you want me

I knew you would

I thought it was love 'cause

Was hooked like a drug, yeah

But that's not enough, yeah

I'm calling my bluff, no

I knew you would want me to stay

No, I'm walking away

Don't you wait

I never, I never

I never loved you, if we're honest, honest

I know this isn't what we promised, promised

Thought you could be the one I wanted

But you're so far, far

I never loved you, if we're honest, honest

I know this isn't what we promised, promised

Thought you could be the one I wanted

But you're so far, far