Happy

What if none of this happened?

It's nothing like I imagined it

What if I wasn't this strong?

What if it all just went differently?

So many times I wish I would've just listened

I wasn't ready for it all

There're so many things I'd change, but I can't

There're so many things I said that I wish I left unsaid

Time's passing me by

Gotta just laugh so I don't cry

If you asked me then where I wanted to be

It'd look something like this, living out my wildest of dreams

But life sometimes ain't always what it seems

If you ask me now, all I've wanted to be

Is happy

I remember when I was little

Before I knew that anyone could be evil

These egos, some people

Playing with my innocence like at a casino

And I refuse to be jaded

Still painting rainbows all over my face, oh

I've gotten used to the fall, fall

There're so many things I'd change, but I can't

There're so many things I said that I wish I left unsaid

Time's passing me by

Gotta just laugh so I don't die

If you asked me then where I wanted to be

It looks something like this, living out my wildest of dreams

But life ain't always what it seems

No, life's got me falling to my knees

But if you ask me now, all I've wanted to be

If you'd ask me now

If you'd ask me now

If you'd ask me now

If you'd ask me now

If you'd ask me

If you'd ask me now

If you'd ask me now

If you'd ask me now