Not over This Yet

Dancing to "Chicora" in the afternoon

Feel my body take up space in this room

Rearranged my furniture to cut you out

Of my life, my head, my feelings now

Are different than what they were last spring

I’ve remembered you wrong it’s fucked everything

In my life, my head, my feelings now

Remember where I’m going

I'm not over this yet

I want to keep growing

But there’s a weight strapped on my head

And I’m tired of feeling tired all fucking day

Like getting out of bed was a lesson not my fate

I wanna keep on going, growing, and knowing me

Dreaming of New York skies

How all of my friends are doing it right

In my garden of envy I fantasize

Race my thoughts to the ground 'til I cry

Does there come an age maybe thirty

Where Il shed this face won’t wake up hurting

I want an undeniable, palpable sensation

Leaves me satisfied, I’ll never have to chase it again

No, I’ll just know who I am

Remember where I’m going

I'm not over this yet

I want to keep growing

But there’s a weight strapped on my head

And I’m tired of feeling tired all fucking day

Like getting out of bed was a lesson not my fate

I wanna keep on going, growing, and knowing me

Dreams

Oh my Dreams

I want a hundred different things

Without having to do a thing

Oh my dreams

Keep going

And knowing

Keep growing, knowing

Keep going and knowing me