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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Acacia Valentyne McDonough
Acacia Valentyne McDonough
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
ACVM
ACVM
Producer

Lyrics

We were kids, so I get it
But why don't you listen for just one second?
Just to take it in
And make me feel like I'm someone worth your attention
Is this the kind of sound you like?
I guess I better play it up for you
Just to break me in
And make me realize it'll never happen
It'll never happen
And I know, I know, I know, I know it's unrealistic
To bring something else into it
Open a hand, they stare and stand
You let it fall away
And I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know that I can't get my hopes up
My hopes crushed
Shake 'em down and let 'em rust
But I wish
Oh, I just wish
You would see me once
Let the façade end
Is this the turning point you need?
Breaking me down just to watch me bleed
(Is this what you needed?
Is this what you wanted?)
Throwing it all right through the wringer
Nimble-fingered
Stringing me up with no intent
Of bringing me back down
And I know, I know, I know, I know
I shouldn't get my hopes up just to get them crushed
Crumpled under the weight of your hands (falling apart)
That fed me long ago (falling apart)
And I know, I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know I should let this go
(Let me go, let me go)
And oh, I will forgive and oh, I won't accept
And oh, I don't forget (No, I don't forget)
No, no
No, no, I feel heartless
You make me feel heartless
It crawls under my skin (under my skin)
It's infecting (It's infecting)
Everything I used to know
Things that felt safe before
Are turned on their heads (They're turned on their heads)
No, no
No, no, I feel heartless
How are you this heartless?
I can't trust myself and
Now I'm reeling (I'm reeling)
I don't want to be this way
Wanna accept, walk away
No, no
Written by: Acacia Valentyne McDonough
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