I Don't Wanna Die

Why God

Did you create me?

I'm trapped in misery

No key to unlock this cage

But they say

Our mind is free

That's not how I feel

It's only when I sleep

That I can get some peace

And when I wake up it's a nightmare all over again

My mind is so insecure

It feels like my body is a prisoner

My mind is living on a battlefield

While the enemy is me

Don't know how the war started

all I ever wanted

Was the feeling to wanna be alive

While I would say why would you die like a samurai

and even if I lose

I choose to survive

Learning how live my life

I don't wanna die, wanna die

I wanna be alive, alive

I ain't gonna lie

My mind tried to kill me more than one time

I don't wanna die, wanna die

I wanna be alive, alive

I ain't gonna lie

My mind tried to kill me more than one time

You can't be healed on a battlefield

Never free gotta hold your shield

It's heavy to fight the demons

Even harder when your body is bleeding

The road is blurry and I need some help (help)

Laying on the ground

Can't take another step (step)

Is there an angel out there?

To hear my prayer

I need a hand to hold

To take me from the cold

Please save me

I can't do this on my own

Please make me

Believe in myself

I'm waiting and longing for the day I'm okay

I'm wishing somebody would show me the way

While I am facing the biggest challenge I've ever seen

If I survive I'll be more stronger that I've ever been

But suddenly I saw something evil fell

The demon was defeated

the angel succeeded

I don't wanna die, wanna die (I don't wanna die)

I wanna be alive, alive (be alive)

I ain't gonna lie

My mind tried to kill me more than one time

I don't wanna die, wanna die (I don't wanna die)

I wanna be alive, alive (be alive)

I ain't gonna lie

My mind tried to kill me more than one time

I don't wanna die, wanna die (I don't wanna die)

I wanna be alive, alive (be alive)

I ain't gonna lie

My mind tried to kill me more than one time

I don't wanna die, wanna die (I don't wanna die)

I wanna be alive, alive (be alive)

I ain't gonna lie

My mind tried to kill me more than one time