Once More

Void of will

Crushed by the weight of Lethargy

Motionless

Everything crashes around me

I see colours drain to grey

Losing grip on what is real

I’ve tried so hard to heal

In the silence I hear the voice Ive tried to hide

As the violence Rages inside my mind

I don’t want to be here anymore

I’m just a well dressed corpse

Waiting to die, it’s just a matter of time and place before I meet my fate

Why do I still feel afraid When I have nothing left for it to take?

It’s so cold in this winter place

My breath is heavy and I feel the weight of the decision that I have to make

Is this my final dance with death?

Once more i walk into the Frey

A feeble attempt to make it another day

But I can hear the angels call my name

To join them in an eternal embrace

Return to the earth make me whole

Red dripping from the leaves as it fills the streams flowing back into the sea that gave birth to the tree

Once more i walk into the Frey

A feeble attempt to make it another day

But I can hear the angels call my name

To join them in an eternal embrace

They came in forms of incandescent lights

A distant memory masquerading as a shimmering sunrise

“Behold the burden, as it’s laid at your feet.”

I purged the poison from the soil, just to swallow the seed

I don’t want to be here