The Loudest Silence

I don't think there's a word for what that is

Actually there is a word for that, it's love

I'm in love with her, okay? If you're looking for the word that means caring

About someone beyond all rationality and wanting them to

Have everything they want no matter how much it destroys you

It's love! And when you love someone, you just, you don't stop, ever

Even when people roll their eyes or call you crazy

Even then, especially then! You just, you don't give up

Because if I could give up, if I could just you know, take the whole world

Advice and, and move on and find someone else that wouldn't be love

That would be, that would be some other disposable thing

That is not worth fighting for

Look where we are after all of this time

Finally made it I know this for sure

You were so patient with me babe

I gotta say thank you cause I know I don't deserve it, oh yea

I remember scrolling through my phone

Seeing you in places you would never go

Small payback for the pain I caused

With all the ways that I did you wrong

I didn't hear from you, yeah, not a fucking thing from you, yeah

Lay here in bed thinking about her, loudest silence that I ever heard

Yeah, people say they gon' change, but it never happens

And we go back to old ways and old habits

A **** just so used to getting reprimanded

I had to hear the silence just to understand it, woo

Since then a **** change so much

What will I do with the pieces of you?

I just need one more chance, one more chance, woah

Gotta get my baby back, now all I have is fragments of your heart

Since you been gone it's been a lot of silence I forgot

Girl I know, this is kinda scary

Falling way back deep in love, so involuntary

All you needed was my trust, now you got it baby

Now that I got it I ain't gonna lose it

Swear to God I'm a prove it, oh baby

I can't shake it, I-I-I can't shake this feeling that nothing

About me and Barney makes any sense

But love doesn't make sense! You can't logic your way into

Or out of it! Love is totally nonsensical but we have to keep doing it

Or else, e're lost and-and-and-and love is dead and humanity should

Pack it in

Because love is the best thing we do. I know that sounds cheesy but it's

It's just true

You love Barney and he loves you