Resident

I take what I'm given, but it's been so hard living with this

Each day is a blessing, but I find myself expressing one tenth

My head is delusional, It's out of my control, I'll let it win

But now I'm seeing what it does, I'll sleep off the buzz and we'll commence

When I get close

You stay around to hate on me the most

When I get hurt

You pile on and tell me that I'm the worst

I'm inseperate from my faults, because every time I fall

You let me have it

I can get up if I stall, then you'll beat me till I'm small

My resident madness

I know it's confusing, but it seems like I'm losing my mind

I'm always chasing, and I feel like I'm wasting your time

I'm knocked down in one fell swoop, cause I can't tell the truth from all the lies

But my motion it is circular, and I'm so high the curvature's in sight

When I feel good

You tell me that again I never could

When I work hard

You take the good and turn it into scars

I'm inseperate from my faults, because every time I fall

You let me have it

I can get up if I stall, then you'll beat me till I'm small

My resident madness