A Gangsta Love

(Loudestro)

Hmm, hmm

Ayy, ayy, uh

Thug ****, I be on gangster shit

I need a gangster bitch

She one fine, you know that's my kind, tell her come chill with me

Tell her come by to come kick it with me

You ain't nothin' like them hoes, bae, you special to me

Fuck a ex ****, look better with me

Come be with the one and count money with me

Tote on my fire while she rollin' with me

Watchin' these cars while she rollin' my weed

Lay on your side just to get me some sleep

At the crib, my lil' cousin be bringin' me peace

Roll up a opp back to back and I chief

Fiend' for the lean, I love sippin' Codeine

When I be so high, when I don't feel a thing

Know what it look like, it's not what it seems

If Boogi ain't died, wonder how would it be

If my daddy ain't died, wonder where would I be

I seen 'em dead and I turned to the streets

My cousin had died, it be botherin' me

No appetite, it be hard for to eat

Know how it feel to leave blood in the streets

Word around town they got money on me

Fuck it, though, I'm strapped, 9, what up?

2018, was four deep in the Jeep

Bounce out the back, we ain't blow out the V

Kill off the love, I ain't chargin' a fee

My brothers, keep 'em, it's tatted on me

Tell 'em free Celly, frontlinin' the beef

Tell 'em free Jizz, on my side we would creep

Go to the crib and have sex with a freak

Been a long a day, I've been grindin' all week

Tryin' to be the best I can be

One day, gon' be rich, know it's destined for me

Rest in piss to the opps, ain't no restin' in peace

I don't fuck with too many, more jealous of me

Opps want me to die, ain't no steppin' on me

Bro'll kill for a feat, still'll pay for the beat

Jumped in that water and drowned, it was deep

You gon' die tryna tussle, ain't no wrestlin' me

Gas out the car, spin 'til it's on E

Thinkin' 'bout murders, them thoughts, it won't leave

Man with a plan, got a trick up my sleeve

Nightmares from the shit that I saw and I see

Stain on his shirt from the chop', made 'em bleed

Nana be scared, say she worry 'bout me

Callin' my phone, always checkin' on me

Nana, I'm cool, just keep prayin' for me

Nana, I'm straight, I'm good (I'm good)

Most opps can't go to they hood (They hood)

Won't die for your bro, I would (I would)

Suicidal, my brain, I feel like I should (I should)

Still dealin' with the same old pain

Different day, same shit, goin' through the same things

Everything been feelin' so strange

**** writin' statements and givin' out names

Spin for my bro, my gang

"Ffft", shot the switch with they aim

I was a kid tryna kick it with Tanq

I earned my stripes, I got me a name

Boog' in his grave and ain't nothin' the same

Said that it would but I knew it wouldn't change

Tryna cope with the drugs just to live with the pain

Depression came back and took over my brain

Still ain't get better, they said that it would

Don't nobody get me, I'm misunderstood

Run away far away, so I would if I could

Showin' love to some **** ain't made me no good

Blood, a lil' **** just wanna see blood

It is what it is and you thought what it was

Mom, I'm a gangster, mom I'm a thug

Just like my daddy, I'm missin' this love

Outside with the chopper, I ain't go in the club

No remorse for the opps, all we got is some slugs

Keep the handshakes and keep all the fake love

My pops raised a gunner, I'm far from a scrub

If you know then you know, off a Perc', sell a bud

Every chance that I get, I break bread with my cuz

Gunner, get bodies, abusin' them drugs

Ain't nothin' alright, I ain't been havin' no fun

Got up some smoke, had to get me a gun

Spin on the opps, send some shots and they run

So much weight on my shoulders, it feel like a ton

Thought we wouldn't win but we already won

Need some forgiveness for shit that I done

Cuz still in jail 'cause he ain't got a bond

Just me and lil' Boog', we supplied all the guns

Steady callin' on Boog', can't accept that he gone

Huh, can't accept that he gone