Sincerely, Yours

We've all got these stories to tell

Some are of heaven, some are of hell

Basking in glory, she fell

Can't get to heaven without walking through hell

I did not know

And I did not know

I did not know

And I did not know

I did not know

Spend your whole life tryna move a mountain you won't ever rest when you're on Everest

I don't want no stylist in my closet, man, she'll prolly find a skeleton

Lost memories indeed, I'd rather hide the evidence

Carry all my burdens in a suitcase

Flying out to get away from baggage claim in two ways

No strings attached if we tied up your duvet

I think I'll fall in love, but maybe only on a Tuesday

Father, if you're listening, I need some deliverance

I gave myself to rap now my relationships are withering

Bummy on the train, my money stained because of discipline

Praying for some change, and tryna figure out the differences

Out of nowhere, my brother got rushed to hospital just one day after Jamal passed

Man, it's the little things

I couldn't help but feel it sickening the only time we held a conversation's when he asked to bill a spliff for him

There's no emotion in my statements

Truthfully, the only thing that opened up last year was prior cases

My cousin thinks I'm famous

I bury everything inside the only time my **** learn about me through their playlist

Too far gone to make amends

I put my pain in tracks and never speak on it again

I know that shit ain't healthy, but it's worse if I pretend

My Uber driver knows more of my life than my own friends

I grew up with a chip on my shoulder, you couldn't cry on it

Crack pipe was hid in the sofa, boy, I still lied on it

Household of abuse, you hear the screaming through the roof, the happy family I knew just came from binge-watching My Wife and Kids

Police sirens, violence

Drug filled environments

No one understands me, shit my words are like some hieroglyphics

So I wrote you this letter on a new leaf

Read it, and you'll see right through me

Yours truly

'Cause the rain keeps falling in my mind

I give my life away for you

Said the rain

I give my life away for you

It's falling down, it's falling down, baby

I give my life away for you

Yeah, spend your whole life tryna move a mountain, you don't see the flowers that you're stepping on

When I smoke a potent, I play Corin Bailey and put my records on

The deepest shit I keep in, man, there's so much I ain't said in songs

The most honest keep the truest shit inside

I could drop shit that would ruin people's lives

If I'm falling, these burdens won't make me fly

Personally, I tried so go and push me out further beneath the skies

All the jobs I've done, I don't even recall

Friends didn't see me at school

Swam through the deepest waters you'd prolly need gills for

Providence were knocking for my peeps like Jehovah's witness, it's easier to wish a **** would when the bills soar

That's why mummy seen me in custody

Gave her living proof she's the person I'd kill for

All this pain revolves around me through a steel door

Maybe if I stopped playing the rapper, we'd heal more

'Cause the pain is part of the pressure

Everybody tells me I'll blow, but nobody checks up

Living through the storm, I ain't got no qualms with the weather

I know every gon' rain that's without me asking Alexa

Bros on different paths, man, I pray my darg living better

Left the ends to repent, and now he catching charges in Leicester

And every moment I'm with him, I gotta treasure

It's a 50/50 chance he won't make it to next semester

Obviously, I changed take a look at me, ain't hard to see it

How the fuck I end up writing bars in precincts?

All them times I could've died, man, I forgot them nights

Try and violate me now, I won't let it slide

Ain't saying never mind, or giving **** second tries

I don't know a person I haven't questioned 'bout true intentions

I was broke you didn't once hit up my phone, my ****

Last year, the most frequent number calling was youth offenders

Pictures cropping out

My heart is in the lost and found with places I remember and people that I forgot about

I'm on my own to point where if these hoes try and double-tap my heart they'd listen close and hear a hollow sound

What the fuck's a follow count?

That won't make my sorrows drown

If no one understands me, ain't no pride that's getting swallowed now

So I'm writing this letter one a new leaf

Read it and you'll see

Fuck it

Rain keeps falling

I give my life away for you

Falling down on me

Falling down on me