Stay (Wide Open)

Never thought it would be so hard I grew up without a scar Just living my life with no big worries And I've always known what I want Just didn't know what came along Finding myself, I'm much less happy Back in the days I used to dream about one day A life so amazing Not everyone judging me Don't wanna care about them Though it hurts so bad I wanna stay wide open 'Cause if I shut down It just gives them right I wanna stay wide open Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I wanna stay wide open Can't stand to hear more today I'm gonna lock my door and stay Inside, away, until I'm safe again I have nothing more to put on I'm defeated and withdrawn Just trying to understand where it went wrong Always believed that nothing good in life is free But it's overwhelming How people can hate on me Don't wanna care about them Though it hurts so bad I wanna stay wide open 'Cause if I shut down It just gives them right I wanna stay wide open Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh I wanna stay wide open Where no one can break me And no one can bring me down I wanna be where I'm safe and sound Don't wanna care about them Though it hurts so bad I wanna stay wide open Don't wanna care about them Though it hurts so bad I wanna stay wide open 'Cause if I shut down It just gives them right I wanna stay wide open Oh Oh I wanna stay wide open