Lose Me Again

Sometimes i can't believe i made a way i really done it

But i admit i ain't truly happy if we being honest

Childhood trauma still ain't got no healing from it

I had to take a look in the mirror and make a promise to myself

That i will never lose me again

I will never lose me again

Nothing left to do but to win

I will never lose me again

Gotta walk by faith and not by sight because this life is a facade

And its hard to trust a soul when you know you been scarred

Deep down in my heart i be knowing that im flawed

Cause when times get hard the only time i run to God (aye)

So tired of heartbreak

Soul ties hard to break (aye)

I put my feelings in a casket

They crashed and burned the scene was so tragic

Ohhh my (mmm)

Why they throwing dirt on my name i dont know oh oh oh (mmm)

You say you love me your actions dont show oh oh

But i digress cause i won't stress it

Tell the naked truth or ain't no need to adress it

Took so many Ls but i just flipped ‘em into lessons

Ima just keep counting up my blessings

Sometimes i can't believe i made a way i really done it

But i admit i ain't truly happy if we being honest

Childhood trauma still ain't got no healing from it

I had to take a look in the mirror and make a promise to myself

That i will never lose me again

I will never lose me again

Nothing left to do but to win

I will never lose me again

In this artificial world its hard to tell whats really real

Who’s there to catch your words whenever they fall on deaf ears

I can be your ark whenever you drowning in your tears

And you can be the art that gives my canvas appeal

We’ll go on a journey sunsets behind the hills

A beautiful anomaly we ain't dying to live

But unfortunately this ain't what it is

Who really controls your perception of real

Another murder blood spilled

Gunshots broad day man killed

Dissing the dead just some shit that i dont feel

Until we talk about these issues we can't heal

But healing is a process

And growing up as children we ain't really have that outlet

But we was born with a purpose

Breaking these generational curses (yeah)

Sometimes i can't believe i made a way i really done it

But i admit i ain't truly happy if we being honest

Childhood trauma still ain't got no healing from it

I had to take a look in the mirror and make a promise to myself

That i will never lose me again

I will never lose me again

Nothing left to do but to win

I will never lose me again