Better Somehow

I get scared trying to pass the trucks on the highway

I miss you sometimes and I hate that I do

I can't see me going easy on myself anytime soon

And I'd be lying if I said I didn't care

Maybe if I say it out loud

It will all be better somehow

It will all be better

It will all be better

I look at pictures of you to see how you're doing

Just so I can dig a knife in

And I feel really cool when I'm listening to Joy Division

But I feel like a fool most of the time

Maybe if I say it out loud

It will all seem better somehow

It will all be better

It will all be better

Maybe if I say it to you

You will thank me for telling the truth

And I can love you better

I can love you better

I can love you better

When you insult me so casually

I laugh so uncomfortably

Now I'm mad at you secretly

When you insult me so casually

I laugh so uncomfortably

Now I'm mad at you secretly

Maybe if I say it out loud

It will all be better somehow

It will all be better

It will all be better

Maybe if I say it to you

You will thank me for telling the truth

And I can love you better

I can love you better

I can love you better

I can love you better