Made It Past October

Dried eyes and I'm tryna stay sober

More I die, the more I get older

Hard to fight when you want it to be over

Imagine texting your friend and the mother responds

I'm running to the bathroom, I just need a minute

Put a smile on, know I'm next to go

Hope nobody has to feel the way I'm feeling

I-I-I-I

Wanna go

O-o-o-o-out out-out-out-out

I-I-I-I

God, I know I'm too early, but I miss my friends

Dried eyes and I'm tryna stay sober

More I die, the more I get older

Hard to fight when you want it to be over

(Can I miss my friends?)

I wish you had called, what was your last thought?

Could I have done something different? I don't know better

You and I were tryna stay sober

You tried and I made it past October

I feel lethargic as hell, know I should get up

It's so crazy to you, it's so normal to me

I'm feelin' numb, numb 'til I don't feel none

I'm always feeling shitty, but my story's not finished

I-I-I-I

Wanna go

O-o-o-o-out out-out-out-out

I-I-I-I

God, I know I'm too early, but I miss my friends

Dried eyes and I'm tryna stay sober

More I die, the more I get older

Hard to fight when you want it to be over

(Can I miss my friends?)

I wish you had called, what was your last thought?

Could I have done something different? I don't know better

You and I were tryna stay sober

You tried and I made it past October

Choose a night, make a life

Tell everybody that you've taken up three days to think about suicide

'Cause I, I'm not ready to die

Choose a night, make a life

Tell everybody that you've taken up three days to think about suicide

'Cause I, I'm not ready to die