I Can't Stand It

I've always known who I am

I'm not running

Feel like I always have a strong plan

But I can't catch a break, god-damn

Take the van from sea to sea

It beats the hell out of me

But I'm holding on with a strong hand

Maybe I'm just looking at the wrong end

What if I got nothing left to lose?

What if that's another sad excuse?

Oh, we'll just get back in the van

What if I have nothing good to say?

Does anybody listen anyway?

I can't stand it

What if what could have been

It never comes in the end?

I always worry about my wingspan

I don't know what I'm even thinking

And Lord knows if I didn't try

I'd never leave this life behind

So I'm holding on with a strong hand

Maybe I'm just looking at it wrong, man

What if I got nothing left to lose?

What if that's another sad excuse?

Oh, we'll just get back in the van

What if I have nothing good to say?

Does anybody listen anyway?

I can't stand it

Can't stand it

If I man up, if I man up, honey

If I man up, will I stand up from it?

If I get high, will I still come down?

If I go far, will I come back now?

If I man up, if I man up, honey

If I man up, will I stand up from it?

If I get high, will I still come down?

If I go far, will I come back now?

If I man up, if I man up, honey

If I man up, will I stand up from it?

If I get high, will I still come down?

If I go far, will I come back now?

Oh, come back down

What if I got nothing left to lose?

What if that's another sad excuse?

Can't stand it

Can't stand it