Worst Case Kid

Dysphoria melts me when I get home

Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"

But I tighten her words around my wrists

Like I've only been hers, like I've only had this

Sitting by the river with the sky in her eyes

I always feel like a tourist, wanna know what it's like

I've been staring down the barrel of another life

Said I could've been a lawyer, we would've been fine then

Walking around with my head down

I'm a worst-case kid in a plague pit town

Standing at the stake, sayin', "I'm cool by myself"

But I'm a liar in the end, I'm gonna need your help

And look at you, a killer with a jaw for news

I always feel like a tourist, only came here for you

I've been staring down the barrel of another life

You said I could've been your courage

We could've been, we could've been fine

We could've been fine

Could've been

All of the ways that it's too late now

Wearing your clothes as the clouds came down

Calling my friends, said, "The witch is dead"

Cut through the park, try to catch my breath

Dysphoria melts me when I get home

Try to loosen my shoes, she said, "Leave it alone"

But I tighten her words around my wrists

Like I've only been hers, and we could've been fine