Teetering

Tee-teetering

Tee-teetering

Tee

Teetering on the edge

Tee-teetering

Tee-teetering

Tee

Teetering off the ledge

The more I grow, the less I know

I have no real direction

The guiding light is never right

It's always misdirecting, and I'm

Tee-teetering

Tee

Teetering on the edge

There's nothing you could have said to make me fearless

I'll never know how to be

There's nothing I could have tried to not be reckless

It's the fidget inside of me

The emptiness keeps swelling out

And poison's all the better days

I don't believe in happiness

At least, not in the usual way

There is no time to sit in peace

There's only expectations

There is no day that I can breathe

And no justification for my

Tee-teetering

Tee-teetering

There's nothing you could have said to make me fearless

I'll never know how to be

There's nothing I could have tried to not be reckless

It's the fidget inside of me

But every wave, and every curse, and every storm, and every hurt

Has only made me weak

So if I don't jump off now, I know I never will

There is no biding time

There's just be or never be

And I can't be

Tee-teetering

Teetering, teetering on the edge

I will not be

Tee-teetering

Tee-teetering