Too Lost

Woke up, stoney

Still I need my lighter and a rollie

I'm thinking of the nonsense I often let control me

I look into the mirror and it's like I see the old teen

Trapped in the glass hoping it cracks so he roams free

I start to leave as I'm headed for the kitchen

And then the hear a voice and it's begging for attention

Like listen, bish it's clear that you've been trippin'

I think that you're forgetting everything that you've been wishing

Like what's with all the the tension? It's sunny like Liston

Still through the thrills I been seeing something different

And I'm what you're missing, the piece to the puzzle

So I'm never dipping till you gone like shuttles

I been here since days we were playing in the puddles

'Cause I'm your inner child, you'll never see a double

It can't be the hustle like Karli, he got it

They say he should slow but he can't ever stop it

I feel numb, how dead am I?

Got pain inside but I never cry, no

Still blessed so I question why

Is it still just me, myself and I?

I'm too lost all of the time

In my thoughts I'm just tryna get by

I'm too lost all of the time

In my thoughts I'm just tryna get by

I'm close to midnight, left the bros in the cyph'

Now I'm home and enclosed in my dome for the night

Like Rome, it's a fight, tryna hold life tight

As I hear another voice tryna shine life's light

Like listen, Bishop, I mean Markel

You better wisen up before you slip and you fail

You'll be another tale just with one to tell

Yeah they wanting you to bail like you kick flipped and fell

Look, you move well when you in position

But you don't wanna let pressure change your decisions

You know your intentions keep rolling, keep winning

Put your chips down, then you gotta keep spinning

Enjoy life's gambles, I know that it can start to be a handful

You think that it'll all dismantle

I need the old days when you were the young vandal

Who didn't give a fuck if they didn't understand you

I feel numb, how dead am I?

Got pain inside but I never cry, no

Still blessed so I question why

Is it still just me, myself and I?

I'm too lost all of the time

In my thoughts I'm just tryna get by

I'm too lost all of the time

In my thoughts I'm just tryna get by