Swallower

Are we having any fun yet?

Scream into my ear make me forget

A capsule of regret I can't digest

I cough it up, no reflex

are we done talking it gets repetitive

My heart is too big my throat doesn't stretch

Hold me in your hands and when I take a breath

The clench of your fists, personal sedative

Heaven knows what is real

I'm underneath and I can't feel

my head but I will tomorrow

Keep it buried deep down, swallow

Are we done with all this silence?

Can I sleep in your bed? Don't want to take up space

At least I'll get some rest, my eyes overspill

To water dead flowers, shower me with guilt

Heaven knows what is real

I'm underneath and I can't feel

My head but I will tomorrow

Keep it buried deep down, swallow

Why don't you just talk to me?

Why don't you run to me?

Why aren't you real to me?

Why do you bury me?

Why can't you swallow me?

Why can't you swallow me?

Heaven knows what is real

I'm underneath and I can't feel

My head but I will tomorrow

Keep it buried deep down, swallow

Swallow

Just swallow

Just swallow

Swallow me