Failures & Fakes Again

I feel out of my element

Can't keep myself grounded

Oh why?

I gotta keep on trying

I gotta keep myself from wearing thin

I never want to come back to this again

I gotta keep on trying

Keep it real

I'm gonna find my way back

I swear I will

Keep it real

Trying to forget how I fake how I feel

Maybe I will see

That I'm not always falling apart Maybe I've been trying to see Laid out all you left in my heart

Fake how I feel

No I can't fake it no

I've seen my future

It's not that impressive

I'm trying to be reasonable, but you're leaving

Can't change the proud or heal the ungrateful

There's a plank in my eye, but admitting it's not enough

Keep my head down

Looking up never gained me any ground I buried myself

Holding on to all this pain

Holding on to all this pride

Everything is not alright inside this time

Maybe I will see

That I'm not always falling apart Maybe I've been trying to see Laid out all you left in my heart

Fake how I feel

No I can't fake it no

Friends I've found out the hard way

I'm just a failure

It's not enough to say that you're not blameless

I've seen my future

It's not that impressive