Pain

The pain gone conquer all

The pain gone conquer all

Try to focus on the present but my vision blurred

The only images I see are people that I've burned

Because the pain gone conquer all

The pain gone conquer all

I hope I find somebody soon that take away the hurt

But all my hope is gone so I won't even start a search

Because the pain gone conquer all

The pain gone conquer all

I used to think about my past and how I change the way I act

If I could find somebody somewhere that could match me

But now that hope is what I lack

I need to know what should I grasp

I watched emotions turned their back so I choose apathy

If life a sport I ain't feelin grown

I wanna go back home I ain't a pro

Im just a little league athlete

The pain of being insecure is something I've had to endure

And when I get what I deserve I find it saddening

Look at me now

Money on the way can't my find my account

The woman that I used to love absorbed by moderate clout

Know I could change but even music don't inspire me now

I found an angel, fell in love, and now she back in the clouds

I'm lost

What can I gain from helping out in my town?

A little voice inside my head telling me "oh I'm so proud"

I used to focus on my goals, now I'm surrounded by doubt

I hope the future me remembers put your faith in the ground

Try to focus on the present but my vision blurred

The only images I see are people that I've burned

Because the pain gone conquer all

The pain gone conquer all

I hope I find somebody soon that take away the hurt

But all my hope is gone so I won't even start a search

Because the pain gone conquer all

The pain gone conquer all

I tried to fill a void left by depression

What's the lesson?

A tenth of a dollar bill better left in my own possession

Tried to usher in an age where our memories fled to heaven

But the body has its limits, it pushed me to this confession

Tried to be a symbol or an icon

Know my work and confidence the only things I rely on

The foolish waste their hope on something they ain't got eyes on

Pushed me to my limit had me thinking that I'm wrong

But then I noticed how I got this gift of poetry

Wasn't given it was smithed

Over years of tears and burnt bridges of the people close to me

I don't know if that's how it's supposed to be

Lyrics flowing through my brain and every word perfect like the legends made from holy speak

I'm tired of the lies

I'm tired of the trials

I'm tired of my struggles being devised from the sky

What's the purpose?

I left the church and faith and now this drink has got me saying hope it's worth it