I don't wanna care so much

'Cause I really care too much

It's all just overwhelmin', I'm just overthinkin', I feel like I'm too much

Keep mistakin' my anxiety for intuition

And stress keeps gettin' in the way of my ambition

Logically, I know I shouldn't feel this way

But my body doesn't agree with my brain

I'm lookin' over my shoulder

Worryin' it's over before it starts

I-I'm lookin' over my shoulder

Worryin' there's no one there who cares like I do

I really wanna feel free, but I'm worried I will lose me Somewhere along the road, I'll start feelin' cold

Get caught up in something old and spin further down the rabbit hole

Down I go, down I go, ooh

Logically, I know I shouldn't feel this way

But my body doesn't agree with my brain

I'm lookin' over my shoulder

Worryin' it's over before it starts (Before it starts)

I-I'm lookin' over my shoulder

Worryin' there's no one there who cares like I do

In the past, (In the past) in the past

Worried bout the present, how do I make it last? (Make it last)

Oh make it last

In the past, (In the past) in the past

Thinkin' 'bout the future

Is it gonna be like that? (Is it gonna be like that? Is it gonna? Is it gonna be like that?)

'Cause I'm lookin' (Lookin') over my shoulder (Shoulder)

Worryin' it's over before it starts (Before it starts)

I'm lookin' (Lookin') over my shoulder (Shoulder)

Worryin' there's no one there who cares like I do