In the Back Room

Ha! Hold up, wait, there's no way I can take this There's no way to escape this place, this Hell I hate We can't find the way It feels like I'm going insane What do you know about this face? Running through my mind, that was the day that changed my life In that room, it hit me hard like liquor swallowed quick and dry Spinning in my head, my head, my head, won't quit (won't quit) It's in there right here I sold my soul for that fleeting feeling, see I gave my life and this heart that beats in me This twisted nightmare is more than just a dream Vivid scenes you can hear them when I try to scream Voice may be stained, but I have something to say I'll shut them up, the final laugh belongs to me I never wanted your opinion anyway The spite that lies behind my eyes is hunting you like prey I'll be the rage for us, you've buried in hate Kicked us to the side and tried to keep us in a cage Love me or leave me, doesn't matter either way It's all the same, I'll take the blame and fall into the flames, say Oh, oh, oh Sick of your shadow haunting me Finished chasing after your dream Oh, oh, oh Sick of the fear, the smoke has cleared I swear I'm breaking out of here Peek inside and all that you will find is Bitterness and spite, pride I swallow tight A wasteful life (wasteful life) You thought you could fool me twice But I could see right through your lies So high and mighty, think you can walk on me I'll cut you down, I'm so sick of worshipping Can't count the nights that I've cried away to singing in pain Hear the hate that's ringing in my veins But even though I should take a knife to pride and walk away All my spite has come alive, and I don't wanna change I'll take a shot of hate - a bitter, sweet taste I'll fill my cup and drink it up without a drop to waste I'll be the voice for us, they've buried deep in shame Underestimated us and treated like a game Born with a rage that they could never ever tame I've lied in wait and sharpened all my hate just for this day Running through my mind That was the day that changed my life I've (life, I've, life, I've, life, I've) Tried to hide my shame behind this face, I must replace mine (Replace mine, replace mine, replace mine) Every single night, I hate myself more than the last, I'm Haunted by regrets that never rest, infesting my mind And over, and over, and over, and over, and over, and Yet I'm still alive, singing that line, ha! Voice may be stained, but I have something to say I'll shut them up, the final laugh belongs to me I never wanted your opinion anyway The spite that lies behind my eyes is hunting you like prey I'll be the rage for us you've buried in hate Kicked us to the side and tried to keep us in a cage Love me or leave me, doesn't matter either way It's all the same, I'll take the blame and fall into the flames, say Oh, oh, oh Sick of your shadow haunting me Finished chasing after your dream Oh, oh, oh Sick of the fear, the smoke has cleared I swear I'm breaking out of here Hold up, wait, it's just another loop Like in the back room, there's no way to escape I can't find the way (I can't find the way) It feels like I'm going insane What do you know about this face?