Smile

Wake me up in an ice box

Take my head off

Am I the wrecker or architect

Try to diagnose the symptoms

Where’d they come from

Am I the sickness or the side effect

Devil dearest

Reappearing

Cross my heart this time

I don’t wanna die

Knowing that I lived a lie

That I didn’t get it right

Cause I won’t let go of it

Won’t take control

Admitting you were fucking right

I just wanna smile

And stay in the in-between for a while

Throwin’ caution to the fire

Cause I’m one step closer

To losing my composure

Admitting you were fucking right

You were fucking right

Try to salvage what is sinking

Got a feeling

Crawling underneath the darkness

It’s still too soon to spread the ashes

I’m adapting

Learned to hit a moving target

Fallen angels

Watch and wait, so I

Cross my heart this time

I don’t wanna die

Knowing that I lived a lie

That I didn’t get it right

Cause I won’t let go of it

Won’t take control

Admitting you were fucking right

I just wanna smile

And stay in the in-between for a while

Throwin’ caution to the fire

Cause I’m one step closer

To losing my composure

Admitting you were fucking right

You were fucking right

Cross my heart this time