I'm ready to say goodbye but can't find the words
And now that I'm here, the more it hurts.
To hope, I held on too tight
Instead of finding what felt right
And choosing to be content under the guise of sleepless nights
It's for the best
I can bear the weight of the blame
Logically it makes sense
But I'm still drenched in shame
It's for the best
Even though you've called my name
I'm sorry I couldn't pull through and alleviate this pain
Back and forth back and forth again
I'll just dig myself this hole instead
Back and forth back and forth again
Staring at the ceiling, broken, in someone else's bed
