Bitter

Old wounds what am I doing here

Old news facing my deepest fears

Bury them deeper til they suffocate

Don't let them see you afraid

But I can't think straight

My mirror doesn't even show my face

And I can't escape there's always something in my way

(in my way)

Maybe I'm bitter

Maybe I gave up on you like you gave up on me

Maybe I'll never

Let go of how you let go of everything you ever made me believe

No use

Always under my skin like it's somehow where you fit

I can't change or escape I can't love when I hate you

(and I know I fucking made you)

I built a home so you could burn it down(burn it down)

Cause all you wanted was to live without (anyone)

Maybe I'm bitter

Maybe I gave up on you like you gave up on me

Maybe I'll never

Let go of how you let go of everything you ever made me believe

Wouldn't care what it takes to cut you loose

I'd jump into my grave to bury you

Just let go like how you let go of everything you ever made

I changed my shape when you could not adjust

You ran away when I was lost and now you wonder why I cut you off

You're an infection without a cure

I've been dragging everything for years through your bullshit

I never learn

How am I supposed to find a better way when you're resigned to give in the moment you see defeat

You're bleeding misery I need to see relief

Maybe I've been getting hostile

Cause everything we ever fought for always goes up in smoke

And I never let you go

Yeah I'm fucking

Bitter

Maybe I gave up on you like you gave up on me

Maybe I'll never

Let go of how you let go of everything you ever made me believe

Wouldn't care what it takes to cut you loose

I'd jump into my grave to bury you

Just let go like how you let go of everything you ever made