I Thought

Ayo, what's up Dean? Ayo Bans, what you cookin'? BGSOUNDZ I bet my last track probably gave you lockjaw, hey, Lilkdubb Forever by my side, I thought, I thought I'm so sorry, I don't even know who I am right now I can't even make a good song Strong pains all in my head Feel like somethin' got my heart I just want this pain for to end I don't feel how I felt from the start I thought you forever be here, yeah Forever by my side, I thought, I thought I keep smoking back to back and it got my head up spinning I done fell in this line, keep goin' down my heart I keep thinking and dreaming that you standing right here with me Every time I come back to life I swear it's hard I got four little boys that I'm hardly spending time with (Time with) Chasing money I ain't worried 'bout who you spending time with (Uh, uh, uh) Being petty, I don't wanna talk, I'm on some slime shit (On slime) I won't tell you you got me fucked up, but my mind bent (It bent) Guess that nigga that you've Been fuckin' love you better (Love you better) How I'm feeling? "I've just been thinkin' should I tell her" (Should I tell her) I'm fine, I'm feeling better Trying not blow my mind with this Beretta On house arrest, I can't go visit Grandma grave, oh Be loving so easy, can't let these bitches take my soul (My soul) I pray for my sons like every day, down the road And I'm not giving time just For to see them 'cause these ho's Back then ain't have nothin' They all want somethin', I'm just one nigga Thought money make it better But it turned me to a killer Not jeopardizing for myself, it's on the line for my niggas Slang that iron at one of us Won't make a song before I kill him, I'm just realer And shawty bad, I could be with her But don't give a fuck (Give a fuck) I love my girl, I'm gon' stay with her, plus, she natural Plus younging thugging He slung that iron just to hang with us (Grra, grra, grra) I feel I'm leading these kids wrong but we stay dangerous Bitch play with us, want smoke with us? Bitch, we gon' bang you up (Pop, pop, pop) When it be war we go all out, it ain't no taming us (What up?) Knock you off and watch your mama live, it ain't no shame in us (Bang) I'm screaming "Fuck the fame and lies," 'cause it brought change to us Strong pains all in my head (My head) Feel like somethin' got my heart (Oh) I just want this pain for it to end (End) I don't feel how I felt from the start I thought you forever be here Forever by my side, I thought (that's what I thought, I was just thinking) I thought, I was wrong I keep smoking back to back and it got my head up spinning I keep feeling this tight line goin' down my heart I keep thinking and dreaming that You standing right here with me (Ayy) Every time I come back to life it hit me hard Show no slatt, everyone cried before Every time that I cried no one wipe my nose or neither my eyes But it's okay, I just had to realize that I can't break Show no slatt, I done cried plenty times Ain't nobody wipe my nose nigga But it's okay, I'm on my own, and I'm finding a way I'm grown now, I ain't no baby Yeah, we still thugging nigga, we still hollering' fuck you nigga You hear me? We quick to buss it, how you wanna do it? It's 4kTrey, nobody safe, FreeDDawg, Northside 38