Tennis Rackets

Surrounded by family But I still feel alone The problem is you and me And you think that we get along Mama says you ain't blind Is it just when you look at me You say it's all in my mind You never believe me Remember when I broke my tennis racket The Gatorade I spilled on my white jacket I still smell sweat and feel the fear, I see your face Remember when you left 'cuz I was losing The way you show your love is so confusing I still feel like that kid who hid from all your rage But I still wish you stayed You're a little too much That's what you scream at me You're always trying to be the judge You make me the enemy Remember when I broke my tennis racket The Gatorade I spilled on my white jacket I still smell sweat and feel the fear, I see your face Remember when you left 'cuz I was losing The way you show your love is so confusing I still feel like that kid who hid from all your rage But I still wish you stayed Days and years keep passing by I know that you still wonder why I left The words sit on my chest I wanna tell you I wanna tell you Remember when you told me I was crazy You said I should move out because I'm lazy I still smell wine and feel the heat across my face Remember when I broke my tennis racket The Gatorade I spilled on my white jacket I still smell sweat and feel the fear, I see your face Oh you left 'cuz I was losing The way you show your love is so confusing I am still that kid who hid from all your rage But I still wish you stayed