Night Thoughts

It's funny how one single person can affect your mood

And make you lose all motivation like they stepped on you

And then you start to question you

And everything you destined to

And can't regain your focus till they back here standing next to you

It's a mind fuck

That's why I run from love right before I sign up

I try to hide in crowds like a convict in a lineup

I'll probably die alone when my numbers called and times up

Ha

I give good advice

But on Christ I swear I can't apply it to my life

And so I black out every night while double fisting fire and ice

To try to hide the fact that I don't think I'll hit aspiring heights

This is so true

But on the real this ain't everything I go thru

To hide it all and mask it with a crooked smiles my go to

You thinking that you knowing but I promise you have no clue

Yeah

But still on the surface

I look like I'm perfect

Damn

Yeah

But still on the surface

I look like I'm perfect

Yeah

It's like a constant battle in my head

Sometimes I lack the motivation to get up out of bed

I try to gather up the strength but lose to doubt instead

Cause I can't tap the inspiration to come out ahead

I want the bag so bad but is it worth it ?

To put myself through all this torture feeling worthless

When I cant find the right words to fit my purpose

I just try my best to enforce nobody's perfect

Nah

Just some people hiding they flaws

And through the internet they put up all they fake walls

We see this shit and then they hook us with they fake claws

And plant doubts inside our head the size of baseballs

Yeah

Some friends are snakes

That tend to hate

And smile behind your face while you bend and break

But I ain't tripping I ain't fighting when they act up

I'll just remember next time to keep the grass cut